Mentor final

Wah.. Minggu yang busy untuk aku..
Tonight spend time by watching mentor finale..wah mantap!man tap!
I am guessing iqa will win.. Harap harap gitu lah

Durian fever

Sunday ends again..
Today is a quite full day... Lama gilaa tak jenguk berjaya times square...hari ni gi san a, nk bawak family jalan-jalan.. Too big place, too many shops, rambang mata aku jadinya...
In view my body size is getting bigger,susahnya nak pilih baju... Kalo Ada pun, I wish.. I am still 45 kg like before I am getting married

Durian fever is coming..hari ni beli durian kat junco equine... Adoi, mahal beb.. Tapi sodappp gilos.. Tak kesah ler mahal ker tak.. Yang penting, tak ponek..bak kata org Sarawak.

We try durian mas pahang today...one of the most expensive!tapi punyalah manis and nyem...
Kereta pun bau semerbak.. Durian smell,as the we bought it during noon time..panas gills...meruap-ruap gas durian dalam kereta..

Mentor tonight is so awesome... Beribu-ribu Kali lebih mantap dari AF 9... yang satu lebih gossip jer.. Bakat, hampeh...

Oklah takat ni sama buat hari NIH...
My in laws balik hari ni, and turn my parents plak datang kl... Yehaaa

Broken heart

Need to look for the motivator at this moment.. For sure. Think thing that can make your life fruitful and appreciated
Yyeah.. That's the word.. Appreciated..
Mm.. When your life is going on... Without any happiness...the hate comes slowly..it really really hurt...when ppl didn't appreciate you at all, otherwise only can see other ppl generousity, I really really hurt your heart....
I am no what time of person am I actually... But truly I say, I such a weak, tear girl... Mature...grownvery very slowly in my life..but the hurt that stepped in my hurt, make me learn how to defense myself,to become possessive...sincerely I say, I should fight for it....
Let it be... Ya Allah... Buka kn lh hatinya , moga dia dapat lihat yg sebenarnya....

I hate my feeling

As what I wrote there, I hate my feeling now... I really really hate it..what I should I say more?YaAllah... Jauhi lah aku dari perasaan begini... Aku tak nk jadi Kareem yg derhaka... Aku nkmjadi Israel yg solehah.. May he will knew and appreciate my feeling one day...I hope so...
Sakit hati aku tak tahu nk cakap... Mmg sakit hati.May Allah give me a strength to continue my life then.. Sushi nk cerita lebih lebih.. As only one side.. Tp hati aku, kecut, koyak... And sakit... Tapi aku tahu, mesti iblis Ada Cuba API API kan aku NIH... Huhuhu

Pagi pagi buta

Apa Hal da?.. Aku baru balik dare from downtown tadi.. Waduh, before tu aku gi tgk movie heat, nur kasih... Hebat ker?mmm. Aku bagi 3 bin tang ler...I am expecting more, but what I get? Biasa jer.. Ada watak yang tak de, like nur's sister and her parents...
Sedangkan diaorg kan dok satu kampung..Lela tub, jalan ceritanya ok lah...tak lah slow sang at, tapi Ada yang tak mask akal bagi aku ler...yang dia g umrah tu, then g Jordan... Pastu, g cari lake dia kat padang pasir.. Patutnya husband ilang, kenalah inform kedutaan malaysia...ni tak mask akal langsung, g cari dgn aidil jer....
Then nak g cari cincin...waduh, kalo ilang, belilah yang baru.. Tak yah ler nk g tempat letup an tuh....
Yg budak perempuan yang mcm Ada hati kat Adam tu, sampai habis cerita, tak tahu apa dia nk bgtau sebenarnya.. Sampai aidil pn kena pukul...
Cerita tu, kalo drama ok kot.. Tapi takat level movie ..mmmm

PB touch

Well...

Any of u guys have problem with the weight management ..and body shaping.. Dont worry, I having the same problem as well..
Mm.. I met this product in the websites.. I am not surprise, quite a lot ppl already promoting this PB in their website..
It is one of the best corset ever, I might be expensive.. But it really helps a lot in shaping your body...n

I will get u guys testimonial for it.. But truly deeply do...it works man....
I am also on trial wearing the corset... Don't scare to ask me .. Let's share the great moments

Facial STAT

Oppss long time didn't turn up in my blog..
Twice on call this week, so penat tu tak ilang lagi ler...tapi this week, moving so fast .. Gap jer dah jumpa weekend balik... And I am quite happy, this weekend, I am free.. Ta raaaa
What should I do next?

Well basically I so so concerned about face now.. It is so bad.. I never have pimple this mich before.. So depressed already.. Seems that the product that I am using suitable for me, but look it again.. Macam tak sesuai jer...

Bila lah aku nk buat facial NIH..i should surf the website , looking for DIY facial mm...
Later I will share with u guys...

Nur kasih

Semalam dh klua movie nur kasih..aku on call semalam so tak boleh nk tgk.. Hubby dapat beli tickets movie hari ni nyer show.. 10 mlm nanti ler... Yeehaaaa

Nanti sy Bagitau, best ker tak...yer

Welcome to my home...

Hari ni, keluarga meRtua aku sampai.. They will stay at my house for one week..my hubby cuti esok and rabu, but me, I didn't get any.. Sad tapi aku redha... So aku tak sure apa plan hubby aku... Initially nk bawak g ronda-Ronda kat blah pantai timur...as aku tak pat cuti, I don't know proceed ker tak..may be hubby aku takut aku merajuk kot, kalo dia tak bawak aku skali...

Hari ni, aku masak special for my hubby.. Actually aku plan nk masak for my in laws sekali, tp hubby aku kata, masak untuk tgahari jer, malam nanti makan kt luar.. Adoi, aku ni paranoid nk mampus tau.. Aku ada feeling, dia takut aku masak tak sedap... Tp aku tak kesahkot, asmakin sikit lah keja aku hari nih,,
A lot of things aku nk cerita hari ni, tapi tak tahu nak tulis yg mana..
Baik aku cerita pasal apa yg aku masak hari ni... Nyam nyam.. Husband aku kata sedan lah.. Kira oklah...aku masak nasi hujan panas..tp turn up, only got one color, and the color mix together,all turn blue.. Weh..nasal baik rasa sedan lah jugak..
So my husband kata,nasi tsunami...huhu
Other things yg aku masak, ayam goreng (sedap) and kuah dhal...aku bagi 2bintanglah.. Rasa boleh tahan.. Tp presentation nyer... Mmmm
I am so damn tired weh....
Tomorrow y life begin again...and I am on call...taraaaaa

4th entry for today

Hello,
Seems to be boring.. Dunno what to do.. Just sit and watch Astro... Pasal tak study ek..o ooo.. No comment..
Btw, today.. I am waiting for hubby balk from kk..
Supposed I am attending a symposium at putrajaya, shangrila, Ada something happen,so I didn't go.. But it's ok.. It's gonna be a nice Saturday for rest my mind and body.. Masalahnya tak de tempt nk berurut.. Maybe I am still new this area, I really not sure, where I should go.. Need to look a good and affordable place for massage.. My body needs rewards!
Btw, this morning, I promised to tell u guys, what business that I am going to do...
Well it is a corset..for firming your body, but at the same time, it good for your health...
Nk tahu lagi.. Ta dadaa. Rahsia k...
I am willing to do online business may be because I don't have a lot of friends.. I mean closed friends here... So aku tak sure macam mana nk promote.. Well, I know I got my senior in this business, they will lead me.. Help.. Help.. Please help me..please guide me, how i want to be successful like them.. Aku tak nak pandang belakang...
Aku nk maju kehadapan.. I believe, when I met them, I realize they are so positive, be confident with what they are doing.. I hope I can be like them...
insyaAllah.. Kita doakan sama-sama...
To all ppl, out there.. Jangan malu-malu and segan nk dropped by, and baca aku puny blog NIH..
Please left some comments, so bersemangat sikit aku nk blogging leaps nih

Simbah asid

Ada tak korang tonton 999, last wendesday.. Cerita pasal polis tengah buru motorsikal ni, sebab involved dalam simbah asid.. Ramai dah jade mangsa..
Really crazy, psycho... Tak tabu nak cakap apa.. Bila tahap gaban! Apa yang dia nak aku pun tak tahu
Yesterday one of my friend, give comment ..pasal IPD tun razak dah detect motorsikal tu..WPV 4963.. Jenis Honda ex5...harap-harap berita yg aku dapat ni, boleh dipercayai...Dan aku doakan Polis DiRaja Malaysia... Dapat menagkap pesalah tu secepat mungkin.. Korang kat cekap beb.. masebabkan gilaa tu lah aku tak leh kelua umah sorang-sorang...Hampeh.. Dah lah minggu ni aku tak tahu nk buat apa... Hubby, tolong lah balit cep at...
I dah mati kutu kat umah NIH....
Unyi or gelap
Kepada yg diluar san a..Take care.. Hati-hati bila jalan kat tempt sUnyi or gelap

Apple weakness

Debut jer iPhone, iPad, iPod.. Mac... Comfirm teringat Apple.. Of course lah kan. Tapi aku paling tak suka Kalo aku nak type.. Tapi word lain yang keluar.. Hello.. Aku tau lah gadgets ni, smartphone.. Tapi...aku bench.. Cos bila aku type aku nyer blog NIH, apa Nyah kekadang.. Kat facebook pun sama.. Aparah...

Nasal baik.. Tu jer weakness yang aku nampaklah.. Yang lain tu, friendly user.. Ceh...
Hid up Apple

Brainstorming

Just want to catch up somethings

If u do want to join online business, what u should do..
1) to make ppl visit to your blog?
2) buying your product?

Aku ni memnag tak ban yak mullet pun...tapi aku rasanya mug suk a berkomunikasi Internet NIH...

P,ease left some comments...

Blogwalking

Dear blogger out there...
Thane for you guys blogwalking to my blog anywhere
This week, sempat sekali jer aku entry this week...

P,ease give some comments in my blog k...I like to share my thoughts with u guys...even though tak dapat nk jump a face to face.. At least this blog help me to release my tension

This week, aku Ada pembaharuan...ceh... Aku nak jade businesswoman.. Mesti orang pelik, aku ni doctor...pasal sibyl nk carik side income...aku tak kesah kot...apasalah nay.. Kalo product ko tu, bags.. Berkualiti tinggi..
Ii want to be positive and make changes in my life..
Hubby aku tak tabu bebe... Aku nk surprise dia nanti...
But truly I say that my hubby is my strength , pembakar semangat aku nk jade org yang lebih baik.. Cos dia ni suak btol cabar aku weh!!!

Next next entry, aku Akan bagi tau..Business apa yang aku buat... PlSee saber yer

My next project gal.. Nak blogwalking to all other blogger yangrajin jalan-jalan kat blog aku NIH..
Don't worry, aku Akan balls myour visits.. Trim a kasha sgt2 ..
Please support mee...

Sadness Monday evening

Ari ni dapat berita sedih... My former junior,friend.. Azri dollah..passed away today after drowned at waterfall.. From the story that have been told by my friend, he actually went for a picnic with his friends..he tried to help the other person which drowned as well. But unfortunately himself can't survive....pilu btol rasanya.. He was my friend's brother.. So dari kecik, aku Kenal dia.. Hanya dh masa sama HO baru kenal rapat... Allah memang saying dia.. He such a wonderful person,tak pernah kutuk orang.. Quite but funny person.. Tak banyak Hal lah... Memang baikorgnya...
Semoga rohnya dirahmati Allah..Ameen... alFatihah
Semoga yang masih bernyawa ini, ingatilah Allah.. Sesungguhnya dariNya kita datang, kepadaNya jugalah kita kembali

Chapter 2, understanding ppl in not easy

Pls wake up! Ur are an adult.. Pls act like adult ok... Crying tears only make thing difficult.. Be ware that.. I love them so much.. But I am not sure how they love me.. The love and passion doesnt show by the act, but it really really make me confused...I wish, I can make them happy..happy and loving me as well.. I know Allah knows the best for us... Pls give me guidance.. I don't want to ruined my life...
Hoping some shine from beyond may need some effort and ascribe.. Nit sure if I am ready for it.. I must , must go n face the reality

To be the best,needs sacrifice

Ya Allah.. I really needs your guidance..please give me a streght to be a better wife and a daughter.. ya Allah,i know that will test me like others, and I do know that, u lasts forgive us...

Understanding ppl in not easy

Too hard to understand ppl...not sure what's going on,I am rather to be quiet instead asking what's going on.. Not sure whether it is a right decision to be like this.. Sometimes it really hurt..wants to cry, but hello, pls wake

Blurred Friday Morning..

Ari ni aku keja macam biasa.. Supposed that aku ikut hubby g Cameron tp, esok aku on call lah plak..nak buat madam mana,,tertinggal sorang2 lagi nampaknyer..
Ada perasaan happy, takut and sad sad sikit ler...tp life must be go on...
Rasa takut tu sebab nyer, semalam ler hubby aku Ada crita seram sejok pasal umah kitaorg tu... Ku dok situ,selama ni, ok jer, no problem... Tapi hubby aku lah crita, 2 days ago, dia todo least, pkl2pagi gitu, katanya dia dgr bunyi pelik.. Kat tingkat bawah, tu yang tak syok nyer.. Huhu Ada bunyi plastic lah, kerusi geraklah.. Pintu lah.. A doh,sakit hanging aku dgr... Pariah pariah.. Macam mana NIH? Tu yang tak sure nk tido kt umah tu ke tak, malam ni.. Pasrah btol aku...malls gila nk dok kt umah org lah.. Ada jeryang tertinggal brt aku nanti...
Oklah nanti aku sambung lg yer

Lovely Thursday morning

Syoknyer minggu ni coz aku tak de weekdays on call.. Minggu ni jer dek non, next week, rasakan penangan nyer...
Everyday wish myself to reach home as early as possible...
Nk memaksimumkan masa kat rumah katakana
Today, aku nk masak something special...tak de lah special sgt pun, but at least much better than yesterday.. Aku mask bubur jer semalam."hahaha
So my menus in my mind, labu masak lemak and also sotong masak tak sure apa lagi... A duh, ni yang perlu surf cari recipe nih....
Rasanya brg2 kt rumah,cukup jer except pagi tadi, aku baru tahu aku dah buang semua cili kat dal am fridge tu...
Moral of the stories- beli ikut keperluan yer....hehehehjgn membazir, as aku masak bulak tiap2 hari....
Oklah next time aku tulis lagi....

Klcc visit

Wow..hari ni,setelah berkurun lamanya aku tak menjejak kan kaki ke klcc, akhirnya hai ni, aku mentions sejarah..lama silt aku tak g situ..byk kenangan kat situ weh.. Since saman belajar dull-dulu..Josh, brptahun yang dulu tu?tinggal dalam kenangan

Part 3

Well, well, well....
Need to complete my part 3..this month, aku Ada 3 weekend calls, sedih tu....
Dah lah tak jadi pegi Cameron highland this week, wash,,sedih.. Tapi kit a fikirkan Dari positif.. weekend calls, extra money... Tu jer
Yang yuh, dah crita... this week, nasal baik Ada extra another day cuti,coz labour day fall on sunday... So hepilah sikit kan...
So semalam, akugunakan lah masa terluang sorang ni untuk settlekan a few things.. Contohnya, gi cuci kereta.. As aku NIH baru jer berpindah kt sini,so aku btol2 tak tabu, kat ner nk cari the best place cuci kereta kt putrajaya nih, ada jugak aku call kakak-kakak aku, the same answer they given to me, rasanya tak de kot tempt cuci kereta kt putrajaya NIH, selalunyerorg cuci kereta kt bandar baru bang , or kat equine.. Setelah dipertimbangkan, aku plan nk g equine...sell jugak ler, aku g cut, tp hung yang drive, tp Kali ni, aku nk drive sendiri..
Before bergerak, aku call ler kakak aku...nk confirm kan jalan ker sana..pastu, punyalah yakin drive ke san a..
TAPI...aku sesat weh...aku sesat sampai kena bayar toll..waduh,aku terse sat ke bandar saujana putrajaya..
Sambung nanti..aku nk tgk hikayat merong mahawangsa kat Astro first

Part 2- MAY's blues

Sambung cerita
Selain dari kebocoran rumah,minggu ni aku stay sorang2 kat umah..waduh, sedih weh!Lima hari plak yuh..he should go on Thursday, but because of some issues, he took he Wednesday's night nye flight..pill rasanya hati ni weh...tu tak leh nk cakap apa, tp apa nk bust.. Tu satu Hal, pastu supposed aku plan nk minyan cue next fro day, as he will have the weekend course kat Cameron, as aku ni tak pernah lagi jejak kaki ke san a.. Tup tup, aku ken a on call lak, hari sabot tuuu.. Sedih gilaaa. So it will be another lonely weekend for me...
Rumah aku plak pasang aircond baru, aku fakir Akan siap ler this weekend sblum hubby balk, tapi nampaknya tak siap2 then.. Rumah aku kotor Gilosss.. Dgn tapak kasut dal am umah aku... Waduh, esok kompom aku bust general cleaning dahhh
So nanti aku sambung part3